New Chapter 15

2014 has come to an end. Well now here we are, in 2015 ! Yeayy *confetti* I hope it is not too late for me to write up the whole summary of 2014 and what's coming up in 2015. I'm quite busy lately, so it can be the reason why I'm posting this on the 4th of January sorrrrryyyy. 2014 has been one hell of a ride for me. I had to go through some of the worst and the best moment of my life. To be honest, most of it are worst. But whatever, at least I went through it like a diva *flip hair everybadehhhh* Cheer for my myself ! Not forgetting all of the best time I had in 2014. It was the happy dose when I'm at the lowest. The antibiotic when I'm sick. The steroid when I'm weak. Hahaha apology for that ! But yeah, I'm saying the truth. When I'm at my lowest, those memories can be the cure for everything. So why not I cherish it.

2014 can be considered as a successful year for me. I received my SPM results (which wasn't so bad at all. I'm quite proud of it). I think I made my parents proud hehe. I have been offered by Raffles University Iskandar to continue my studies in Design (another proud moment for me). I met a lot of new people (they are the coolest I swear to God). Exceled in my first semester of study. I also learned on how to be more independent since I start my Uni life. I gained A LOT of experiences. So far 2014 is the best for me. Well there are a lot to be honest. It's quite hard for me to break it down into millions hahaha. Well most of the things in 2014 it can be proud off.

So 2015 has started. It started very very very fast ! New resolutions on my shoulders. Hopefully I can do it with success *fighting* Above all, I just hope 2015 will be another great year for me even though it started very rough. I hope it can be as good as 2014 or maybe even better. If luck is not on my side, well I have to face it with a strong heart. Whatever it is life must go on. Create as many memories as possible, because like what I have said it can be the cure for us. Hopefully you guys have the same mindset so that challenges won't be the reason for your failure. 2015 is the new chapter of our life. Fill it with colors so that your life won't be boring and plain. Hahaha I'm joking ! Just make it as interesting as possible. As memorable as possible because we only live once. So, Happy New Year to all of you. Ttyl xo

“Waste No Tears Over The Grieves Of Yesterday” 

Music is Pretty Much it.

People has been asking me, what inspires me in life. What keeps me positive. What keeps me going each and every day. Well this might sounds cliche, but music helps me a lot. Music heals everything. I don't know about you all, but Music is my everything. Behind the good melody, lies the meaningful lyrics. Which can be closely related to us sometimes. Me myself is a music addict, I can't live a single day without music played through my ear hole. Dayymm I'm serious though. I listen to every kind of music to be honest. Hip hop, rock, ballad, r&b you name it. Because for me, good music deserve to be appreciated. As long as, it has that exceptional melody and superb lyrics, then I'm all in fellas.

Life is hard to be honest. I cannot lie about it. You will face hardships, boundaries, obstacles every day. Even me myself is facing the same thing. At some point, giving up is the best solution to do and there is no other solution and choice left. It will leave us hanging. So whenever I felt that way, music is the healer. Music is like my own guidance. Those inspirational lyrics does make me inspired and make me go further. So there are no reason for me to hate music. Because it does more good than bad I guess. Basically it helps me a lot. And I bet it does the same thing to other people to. 

To all of the good musicians, composers and singers out there. Don't stop producing good pieces as it brings a positive impact to most of us. For me you guys did an amazing job and it is something that have to be appreciated. This is because, people nowadays think that it's an easy job to produce music and inspires people at the same time. Apart from that, people likes to condemn but not constructively criticize. And that is totally wrong folks. But I really appreciate all of your hard work. Keep the industry alive and keep inspires people in life!! I will forever look up to music as much as I can. Cause music is my life, the lyrics are my story. Ttyl xo

“Music is my greatest escape from the bullshit in life”

Abandoned Talents

Hey friends hmm I want to express these hidden and unspoken words that I have been keeping it for so long. I have seen so many great raw talents in my life. People who possessed exceptional talents. These people deserve a place somewhere in the industry. These people deserve to be popular. Deserve to be known. They deserve to receive an award. They deserve to be appreciated by people. 

But nowadays, big entertainment companies, they have their own criteria to produce their great "artist" and "celebrity". They search for people who have looks. They search people who have lots and lots of money. They produce people that brings benefits just to their own company. They never realized, there are more abandoned talents that they've missed. There should be more and more great people in the industry rather than people who can't dance for shit. Who can't sing for shit. Who can't act for god sake. 

These great people, they have been overshadowed and discriminated by those rich-ignorant-greedy people. I'm sorry to say this, but this is true. As long as they have money, they deserve a place in the industry. What kind of discrimination and monopoly is this? I swear to god, the entertainment industry is getting sucks and corrupted. I know it is not necessary for me to say this, but it is getting lame. They ignore all those talented people and keep producing lame artist and celebrity. I'm not saying all companies are like that. But majority of it does fit the requirement above. As for example, you yourself possessed a very great talent. You can sing for shit. You want to become a singer. But just because you don't have great looks and you don't have lots of money, those big entertainment companies won't have any effort to listen to you. They will slap you to the ground until you barely move. 

What I hope for the industry is stop being selfish. Be relevant and real. Search for greater artist. Help those talented people to become successful. Not those slim-lean-tall models that doesn't have any talent at ALL. Don't be ignorant and irresponsible just for your own goods and benefits. Please please please discover and search for new talent and stop producing lame artist. Sorry for all of my words. But this is my 2 cents. I'm saying on behalf of those talented people. Thank you. Ttyl xo. 

Abroad or Not?

For the past few months, I've been thinking about my future a lot. What should I do after graduate? Should I work? Where should I work? Am I going to be successful? All these kind of questions keep buzzing around in my head. Well obviously it's too early for me to think about that since I haven't started my degree yet. But from that we can expect what our future holds and start to plan everything. It's like working backward. Reverse. Where you set your goal and then work backward. But seriously mannnn you got to start to think about those shizzz now. Now or never !

As for me, I've been thinking of leaving Malaysia and starts my new chapter of life somewhere that I feel fit for me and also my career. I'm not saying that I won't contribute to Malaysia in the aspects of political, economics and social. But I have to start somewhere else to build my own career. Some how I feel, what I choose now isn't that suitable here in my country. So from that, come the thoughts of leaving Malaysia and go abroad. I know working abroad, at the place where I'm not familiar with is hard. Me myself might don't know about the culture. I also have to catch up with the language. I have to consider that I'm alone and there is no one there for me. But WHATEVER biatch, I have to be independent. I'm big enough to take care of my own ass

I have my preferences in choosing the country that I'm going to lives in. I want to go somewhere that is totally 180 degree different from Malaysia. Somewhere that has different cultures. Different climates. Different food. Different in every aspects. Well there are bunch of choices. European countries seems exciting and challenging and fun. But somehow I'm interested with Asian countries so much. Especially Korea. Well it is not because of Kpop fyi hahaha (can't accept the fact that it is true). For Korean, I like their life pace. They seems to be very fast at everything. From the services to the people itself. Everything is like fast fast fast biatch. And nothing is more exciting than the language. Haaa ! Korean people are soo expressive in conversation. And the language makes it more dramatic arghh I love drama *fab fab fabulous*

Above all, I have to consider every single aspect in choosing the right place for me. Malaysia will always be in my heart. Malaysia is home. But it is time for me to discover new things in life and it is time for me to be independent. Well well well I can't wait to finish my degree hahaha. I hope all the planning stuffs for myself will go smoothly. Sorry for the long boring ass post. Ttyl xo.

Spectacular NATCOS

Credit to Miss Universe Malaysia Organization 

Today, 17th December 2014. The moment of truth to all Miss Universe Malaysia fans. The revelation of the national costume for Sabrina Beneett. She will showcase the costume early next year at the Miss Universe pageant. After a week of patience after the announcement, at last I got to see the National Costume itself. GUESS WHAT GUYS? Its freaking amazing ! Hands down to the Designer (Adila Long). What a great piece I tell you. Urghhh I can't get enough with the details, the accessories, the feathers, the materials, the colors. Every single thing is on point !!! I bet you guys can see how excited and happy I am. Such a bless for me today. Are you guys excited for it? Yeah you better be ! So I present to you, the official National Costume of Miss Universe Malaysia 2014 ! Yeay

THE COSTUME : 

Credit to Miss Universe Malaysia Organization

Credit to Miss Universe Malaysia Organization

Well big congratulations to the National Director, Carey Ng (Former Miss Universe Malaysia) and to the MUMO team. You guys really have your own visions this year ! Compare to other years, I think this year can be a huge success for Malaysia in the pageant. Even though Carey Ng is still new. She know what she's doing. She has her vision. She listens to the fans. Honestly speaking here, I think she is the best Director so far, I'm not saying that Andrea Fonseka is not good. She is amazing. But Carey Ng, wow she is intelligent. I bet she did so many research. Sabrina getting a lot of highlights up on the international blogs. Asian Domination bebeh !! This is the real definition of Paradigm Shift. Now everything is up to the person itself which is Sabrina Beneett. She have to tone up the body. Practice on her catwalk. Practice for the Q&A session. I don't think its a problem for her. Because so far, all the representative from Malaysia nailed the Q&A. Once she is fully prepared, then boom boom powwwww ! Everyone have to watch out for her. Haha. So the very best of luck for you Sabrina !! It is time for you to make us proud. Malaysia Boleh !! ttyl xo

VIXX-CUSME

My oh my, a lot of weird things happened to me lately. From my college life to my cycle of friendship. Everything happens like a split of second. Everything went so fast. Like super fast. Have you guys ever experienced when things came to you and it sticks like a parasites. It keeps sucking you and it haunts you. Well in my case, it came to me in a good way. It haunts me in a way that I want ! Well if that make sense.

Credit to Koreaboo

I'm talking about KPOP fellasssss. I've never been a big fan of kpop all my life. I don't listen to kpop that much. But what shocked me the most is the impact of kpop music towards me. That is the biggest changes had ever happened to me. I'm still wondering how does it happened. But whatever, I'm quite happy with the change. I discovered something that is really really brilliant. Up until now I'm quite anxious why most of people hate kpop. Well maybe only my country. Actually it is like a big slap for me because I used to be one of the haters, SORRY FOR THAT. The only thing that I can say right now is, do not judge and do not jump into your own conclusion before you yourself experience the beauty of it.

What brought me to kpop ? ITS VIXX. An acronym for Voice, Visual, Value and Excelsis. Hands down to this group. From the songs, to the performances, to the charms. Every single things about this group has influenced me in liking kpop. I've been introduced with this group by a friend of mine. Right after I listened to ERROR. Wow that was it ! I felt like I had been drowned with the song itself. Started from that, I look up to VIXX so much until I sleep eat breath rest VIXX. I may sounds like a total idiot fangirling over a group. Well no judgement please.

THE GROUP MEMBERS:

Cha Hak Yeon (N)
Leader, Lead Dancer, Vocalist
Twitter : CHA_NNNNN

Jung Taek Woon (LEO)
Main Vocalist
Twitter : @J_TAEKWOON

Lee Jae Hwan (KEN)
Main Vocalist
 Twitter : @jaehwany0406

Kim Won Shik (RAVI)
Main Rapper, Lead Dancer
Twitter : @AceRavi

Lee Hong Bin (HONGBIN)
Vocalist, Face of the group, Lead Rapper
Twitter : RedBeans93

Han Sang Hyuk (HYUK)
Vocalist, Main Dancer, MaknaeTwitter : HSangHyuk

I study about VIXX from time to time. I listens to all of their songs. Even though I'm new to VIXX. But they had transformed me into a STARLIGHT. I'm proud to announce that I'm officially a STARLIGHT. I know I'm new since their debut in 2012. But I will try my best as a STARLIGHT to shower all the love and support to the one and only VIXX. Saranghae ttyl xo.

What brings me here

My name is Azizzul. I prefer people call me Jijul. I'm a teen and struggling with studies. I'm currently studying at Raffles University Iskandar. Still not knowing what should I major for my degree. What a complicated life? The design field is still my first choice and Bachelor in Fashion Design is still under consideration. People usually say that Fashion Design is a joke. Fashion Design is only for girls. What I can say is STFU and whatever. Excuse for my language but it is what it is, I have my own principle of life and I'm going to do what I think is best for me. I need to something that I love and something that I'm passionate about. So yeah that is basically what my life currently looks like. WHAT A DILEMMA.

Catch your dream.

This would be my first ever experience in serious blogging as I never been introduced to blogging world before. Well what influenced me to blog? Life. I just want to share my life experiences as a student, as a guy, as a future designer, as a unique teenager and of course as a human being. I just want to share every thought that I have on everything I see. Different perspectives of a teenager towards the things that he view. Stuffs that might influence me the whole years of living. Things that caught my eyes. Things that stuck in my head. Everything that put me through hardship. Basically it is EVERYTHING. So bare in mind, everything that will be posted are all my point of view and opinion. It should have no issue about who is right and who is wrong. Looking forward for the next entry. Ttyl xo

Do what pleasant you the most

Life is nothing if you don’t make it colorful